NOTE: The day he was gone, forever

ive never imagine that you'll gonna leave us that day...
you said that you'll come with me when i enter university...
you said that you'll stay with me when im doing my study...
i hope that you'll be there: •when i graduate from SHS..
•when i enter university..
•when i finish all my study..
•when i get a job..
•when i have my own first salary..
•when i can build you a home..
•when i can take you to mecca..
•when i give you grandchild..
•when i can make you and mom proud, to be my parents..

you leaved me now...
you're going to a place where you could find a true happiness...
im ready for this,because it was the best way that Allah gave to you and our family

•memory
i always saw you in living room,wearing your short pants,watching a tv,or you just sat on chair, smoke your ciggarate and having a cup of coffee.
i was always waiting,when you cook your fried rice,i just love it,it was always delicious, no one ever cooked like you do.
i heard that you ask me to rub your back with powder,help you with your mobile phone,turn on a fan for you and so on.
i watched you fed your fish,cleaning its tank.
i complained to you,if you watched wayang and turn it on so loud.
i just love the way you are.the way you raised me.

im the luckiest person in the world having you as my dad.

i miss u so much daddy...♥

My first post in 2010 after my dad passed away on May 3, 2010