NOTE: For my dad

i couldnt sleep that nite,i didnt remember when it was.but, my tears felt down again. i try all my best to be patient to face the truth. i try to be a strong girl for mom. i want to be a supergirl that always smile even her heart broken into pieces. but all memories about you appeared in my head,all of them!. they spinning around my head. one by one just like a slideshow. you know,i always remember when i saw your proud face when i came home and showed my raport. i miss u sooo much!! my tears wont stop at that time and now. i slept with mom and hugged her until i fell asleep. im dreaming of you dad. i love you with all my heart.
sometimes i cry at school without any reasons, only thinking of you. i still cannot believe that i'm already had no daddy. three months seems so long to me. i pretend that you just go for a while, and will come back soon. but the truth is you never come back home. you have a place where you belong now. what could someone like me do? nothing dad. i really miss u. i miss u so much.
you know, my tears felt down when i pray tarawih at the first night of Ramadhan. i cried in my pray. i never think that ramadhan last year is your last ramadhan.
you are not here at home, when idul fitri. sometimes, i hate when people makes me cry again. i don't want to cry. i want to be strong. im praying for you dad.

I♥U DAD!! :)