May 3rd, The Second Year

Last 3rd of May was the day, two years ago when you left us Dad. I don't want to remember that day, seriously. I hate to remember it.  It doesn't mean that I can't accept the destiny that Allah has wrote for me and our family. But, if I think about that day my tears will just running out of my eyes. I don't want to cry, I want to be strong and make you proud to be my father. Cry is just a waste, but people need to cry sometimes. They need to express their feelings, right?.  There's a lot of things going on in my life, and I thought that I'm not good enough, yet. I want to make you happy, Mom too. I'll try all my best. May Allah give the best place for you. Amin. :) I love you Dad and I miss you so much. Will you watch me from above?

Talking A Movie

I just watched The Lucky One! It's not premiere in Indonesia movies yet. But, I got it from my friend. That's really awesome movie! I need the novel, I am desperately need that novel peeps. Ya know? Nicholas Sparks is such a great author. I love his novels, I just got three from his fifteen novels (The Rescue, Safe Haven, and The Choice) . I need those novels for my birthday. :D

This is the novel

This is the movie poster

The last two nights I was all alone in my room, Mba Gading headed to Madiun to see my Grandpa. And on last Saturday nite, My boy went training with all his classmates. I was all alone, until Armin my besties from senior high school came to pick me up to watched a movie. We went to XXI and watched the premiere of The Avengers! That was SUPERB! I need to watch it with my boyfie and Mba Gading. I love Robert Downey Jr, he was just a hottie. :p . I'd rather Edward Horton as a Hulk than Mark Ruffalo.

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for my dear boy, family and friends. would you give me the novels for my birthday present? haha. :D