Starry Night , Illusion

I have been thinking a lot lately. Where I gonna end up in the future. What kind of career I will have. or maybe what kind of life I will live on. I've been thinking a lot lately, what I'll be in the next 5 years. Will I end up with you or not. I will choose to end up with you. I know, people underestimate us. They talk about how capitalism rule the world, how the interest, or how the money will end up in their pockets. Sometimes I think that I'm not realistic, but you are the most real thing that happen to me. 

We're not just dreaming. We're building our dream and let everyone shocked how far we achieve it. It's about the empty glass that we will fill. It's about red threads of our journey, if we bored stitching it, we will paste it or make crochet out of it. It's about the paper plane, that will lead us to our dream. :)

The life I live, maybe will not always makes me happy or proud for what I did. But, the life I live, full of people that mean a lot to me. I don't need a lot of friends or acquaintances. I need only a few number of people that will always support every decision and action that I will take. They will always support me, every path that I will cross. Even, if I choose the one less traveled by. I don't need to be famous or well-known. I just need to be me. 

A lot of intersection in life that will bring me to a very different path. But, I believe that those path will lead me to you, who always there for me. I will cherish every decision, action, stories, experiences, and knowledge that I received all this time, until today, or maybe until the end of my life. I'm just saying things that exactly weird. I'm not this kind of person who talk like I'm the master of life or something. I know that even my post titled is not in line with the content of this post.

Sumimasen, Konbanwa minna. :)

I'm never get enough! HanaTajima Hijab Style

Yes, yes! I never get enough of her style. I don't know why, even though many Indonesian hijab fashion role model, I will definitely choose her as my hijab role model. She just ROCK!
Here are some pictures from her Tumblr http://hanatajima.tumblr.com/

Today is MONDAY!

I've been online for couple hours. My initial goal tonight is finish my assignment. But I end up writing on this blog. It's MAY! It's my month! Time goes by very fast when you enjoy everything, like now, without any notification I already turn 20. Yes! 20 years old girl. 3 days ago I turn 20, 20 is a big number. I'm getting older day by day. 

I was in the road when I turned 20. I was in the excursion program to Jakarta couple days ago. It was very exhausted trip. After back to Jogjakarta, Rangga picked me up at the univ and went to my place with two of my friends. We took a rest for a while and then we went to have a lunch in Nikkou Ramen. It is a very simple birthday celebration. :) But I enjoy it. Especially when he gave me a surprise. He create an installation in my place with papers, red thread and gifts. It was so great and really made me happy and also grateful to have him. I was about to cry but there are my friends. Hahaha.

It is great to be 20. Great to have another opportunity to experience another year in this world, and glad still have a chance to be a better person. I thank Allah for all the blesses, my mom and my sisters and brothers, my friends, my dad, and also my boy. :) 

I almost forgot that it is already Monday! 6 hours to go before my first class in this morning. And I still not finish with my assignment yet. Ahhh!! Maybe that's all.

Morning Monday people!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to ME!
Another year come, without any notification, I already turn 20! 20 years old girl. :)
Thanks for the birthday wishes, surprise, gifts and blessed.
Thanks for the magnificent year with laughs and tears.
Let's  rock another year.

The Third May

There are no words could describe how I miss your existence. How I want to meet you and talk about my years in the university. You know what? I am in my second year, and everything getting a lot harder than I thought before. What can a daughter like me could do for you except do my best in my life. Everyone in the house really miss you. They do. I do not need to explain it right? You already knew it. What I always thought after your left is that my university life would be much more interesting if you were here. Beside me and enjoy the day of your retirement.

There is one place where I always hang out and chill. You would love this place too. I bet. Seriously, I don't know what I want to say to you. I miss you and I love you. I'm sorry for not being the best daughter for you.

Love,
Me