I have a dream :)

Dreaming about what would happen next with my life is just nice. Wishing that i could become a diploma and working in Indonesia embassy in France is VERY BIG dream I've ever dream of. I don't know when i start to love Paris and wishing to go there. Maybe when i was at junior high. I really want to go there!

I love sketching clothes and I have some of that. I want to have a very big runway show, i would love if it's going to be held on Summer or Fall. Hahaha.. LOL..

I just need to work it out. I'm going to enter International Relation (IR) after graduate from high school. And taking france language course would be nice. And now I'm a freshman in University, My major is IR but I took an International Program, so I could join double degree program. :D Yayyy!|
Now, I'm working on another blog and page on Facebook for my next Online Shop business. I'm not ready yet for the business but I already prepare the blog and page to help me with the business. lol. I'm a beginner in this  kind of field. So, I have to prepare everything. :)

NOTE: High School Years

All these three years we spent together almost comes to an ends.

Every mistakes, tears, laughs, smiles, anger, that we had will be a sweet memories of high school years.

Everyday we spent at class, test we passed, subject we learn, all the moments we had will be a reminder of how wonderful high school was.

Every friendship, best friends, loves, enemies, backstabber all the relationship will be something that we would never forget. 

 “The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.”-Eleanor Roosevelt

"Graduation is only a concept. In real life every day you graduate. Graduation is a process that goes on until the last day of your life. If you can grasp that, you'll make a difference." ~Arie Pencovici 

INSPIRATION: Hana Tajima

Lately, I always looking on hijab style. I'm wearing hijab too, but I want something different on wearing my hijab. And finally, TADAA!! I found this really AMAZING blog http://stylecovered.com . There's some hijab style that is absolutely cool. Also, the one who create the style is also superbe! Hana Tajima. I really adore her style, she gives something new! You know what I mean, TRENDSETTER. She gives very chic and trendy style. I've got some photos from the website.
Here they are:

I have try to wear hijab like this, but i wore a wrong pashmina (that is a semi jeans i think)

That's not all the style, you can browse many other too on her blog. Maybe i will post the video of tutorial wearing the hijab next time..See ya :) 

Fashionista or Just Geekies?

I admit that i really love fashion. But, im kind of very quirky in styling my own self. Im rather become geekies than fashionista. I don't have a courage to explore my styling ability on my own, i mean in short way 'i can't dress my self'. LOL. 

So, i have an account on http://looklet.com , it's a website where you can styling on digital studio. I really like that website, but i'm not really active now because i'm bussy with my final exam.

Here they are some of my look on looklet:

chic while shopping

school day, i would to dress like that to school

opika belt contest

in love:)

another school look

it's nice to hang out like this

harajuku style for school look

shopping day

good day on photo shoot

classic, looking for inspiration

another opika belt contest

rebel school look

my first look on looklet

 I would like to post another look. But, i don't have time to do so. Check next time.:)

"Perfect is boring, human is beautiful-Tyra Banks "

NOTE: For my dad

i couldnt sleep that nite,i didnt remember when it was.but, my tears felt down again. i try all my best to be patient to face the truth. i try to be a strong girl for mom. i want to be a supergirl that always smile even her heart broken into pieces. but all memories about you appeared in my head,all of them!. they spinning around my head. one by one just like a slideshow. you know,i always remember when i saw your proud face when i came home and showed my raport. i miss u sooo much!! my tears wont stop at that time and now. i slept with mom and hugged her until i fell asleep. im dreaming of you dad. i love you with all my heart.
sometimes i cry at school without any reasons, only thinking of you. i still cannot believe that i'm already had no daddy. three months seems so long to me. i pretend that you just go for a while, and will come back soon. but the truth is you never come back home. you have a place where you belong now. what could someone like me do? nothing dad. i really miss u. i miss u so much.
you know, my tears felt down when i pray tarawih at the first night of Ramadhan. i cried in my pray. i never think that ramadhan last year is your last ramadhan.
you are not here at home, when idul fitri. sometimes, i hate when people makes me cry again. i don't want to cry. i want to be strong. im praying for you dad.

I♥U DAD!! :)